Wondering what type of real grown up I'll turn out to be...
College has not prepared me for this.
I have come to the realization that I am about to transition into a period of life where I will be the most alone I have ever been. Of course some things stay the same, you always have family and hopefully you keep in touch with good friends, but the phase I am about to enter is not set up for me to meet new people or to even be comfortable.
Moving into college was unbearably awkward for me. Coming from a class of 40 ish to a campus of about 12,000 was humbling and it forced me to figure out who I was, and after numerous shifts in friendship groups, I did. In retrospect, I think nothing in life will be as easy as college has been.
We all aspire to be something great and I try to pump myself up by asking if the world is ready for me but who am I kidding....I am NOT ready for the world.
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